After completing my Masters, just like every other student I was confused as to what to do next. I wanted to study medicine after my 12th grade but God had a better plan for me. I tried to get into medicine for 2 years while I was pursuing my bachelor’s degree in Physics. Though I tried a lot, God didn’t open doors for me. I was disappointed, but I knew that it was for my own good. Once I completed my BSc. I wanted to do my higher studies in Medical Physics. But once again, that wasn’t what God had for me. He led me to the same place where I finished my UG. I didn’t want to study there because that place reminded me of my brokenness. I was an average student and I didn’t have a good UG grade. People have looked down on me and God was calling me to study in that same place. The 2 years of my PG life was really unimaginable. I could see God working on my behalf and lifting me up in front of those who looked down on me. When I had to choose the field of my MSc project, I was ready to choose anything except for Nanotechnology. Once again, God told me to do a project in the area of nano. He put people in my life who didn’t come by accident or coincidence. It was planned by God. I did my project and I never expected to get the highest mark in my Project. After March 2020, there was lockdown and my semester exam happened in September instead of April. While I was doing my MSc project, I didn’t decide what to do next like… if I should work or study further. I liked doing research and so I decided to pursue PhD. A friend of mine told me to apply for PhD in the university where I did my project. My project guide was the best, but somehow I wasn’t at peace about it. God told me not to apply. I felt like God wasn’t understanding my desires. I didn’t apply and I was obedient to HIM. Months passed by and I got a call from my project guide in October. In 2019, I had asked her for an opportunity to publish a research paper. She called me and asked me if I was interested to work on a paper. I published 2 research papers which was totally unexpected. During the process of waiting, I kept mailing a lot of professors. Most of them didn’t have any vacancy and some didn’t work in my area of research interest. It was a frustrating period because people kept demotivating me and kept saying negative things. I got a supervisor for my PhD just a week before the application was going to close. I knew that God wanted me to join that particular college and I didn’t know why. It was a long season of waiting. God finally fulfilled His promise and he made me get into PhD in a place where I knew that I wasn’t qualified to be in.
